简单的幸福

幸福，原来可以很简单。。。

有时候，

静静的发呆，可以觉得很幸福。

偶尔放空，不去想，不去看，不去理，

周围的事物，

也是一种幸福。

今天，被好多好多的事情压得喘不过气来，报告考试功课朋友等。。。

突然就好想发呆，放空。。。

才发现，幸福原来就那么简单。

可以从无法喘息的空间逃出来，到一个只有自己的地方，

好好的呼吸，静静地让头脑休息，

竟然可以让人觉得幸福。

原来，一直在跟时间赛跑，

人与人之间的互相比较，

已经让我那么的厌倦了，

甚至，连那么只有一点点的时间，

让我逃离现实的世界，

我都可以觉得幸福~

或许，

做我想做的，

不去想太多，

才能获得更多幸福吧~~~

虽然要马上做到还有一些难度，但总有一天，一定会成功的~

加油咯！

Life in Nott

I am finally back~~~ Had been super busy for these 2 months, and I am still extremely busy. LOL. Busy with Mocks, MRs, reports, microbiology, phys pharm and pharmaceutics, so basically, the whole course.

However, I am enjoying my life here. A lot of freedom~ Can sleep anytime I want... Though will still have home sick. (Shouldn't be, get to go home every friday le...)

Anyway, life will definitely have some problems such as being betrayed or boycotted. LOL. Betrayal... Hmmm... Should not say much here. Just, very disappointed. However, looking into the bright side, I should say THANK YOU for letting me learn my lesson. THANK YOU for letting me know that I should never ever trust a friend, friend can seriously turn out to be a good actor who is so bloody extremely self-centered. Sophia, just get over it~

Boycott... Not really, just feel little isolated and got some not-so-friendly coursemate. Perhaps, people do not think that they need to smile, talk or even just say hi to you. But I seriously hate these type of people. Come on la, you may be excellent in your studies, you maybe a JPA student, you may be rich, SO WHAT? What on earth makes people think that they should only mix with HIGH STANDARD people? I seriously feel like stopping those people down and ask them 1 by 1. Why the hell you guys treat me like a patient carrying fatal virus or bacteria?

Anyway, I have my own friends now, at least they will help me and we are totally happy with our lives now. You guys just go on with your GLAMOROUS life~ Life is always full of hi-and-bye friends whom we may need someday. So just stick with such a relationship and interaction when we are all happy and comfortable with it. *cheers*

Good luck to all Pharm Yr 1 in Mocks~ ^^

My new temporary hse... ^^

Finally checked in to my 'new house'. LOL. The hostel is not as bad as what I expected. Kinda spacious. Hehe.

But, probs started coming since then. Keen not driving though I thought he will, so need to walk 800m everyday to campus. Hmmm... Good exe though. Haha. Then, I just realized that only me n Peng checked in, oh n btw, Peng is my room mate~~~ Hahaha~ Anyway, our parents were kinda worried bout our safety since there might only be 2 of us in the BANGLO (a not so big 1). Scary wei~~~ T.T

So, her dad came up with this plan, which is to rent a condo in Sg. Long, dunno where it is, but will take us 20 mins to reach campus. My parents rejected that offer and called the accomodation office and complained. Dad complained that they did not follow the agreement and things don't turn up like what they told us, which is the house will be occupied by 6 students. Of course, they apologised and explained. They told us that the house is fully occupied, just that those tenants will checked in on the registration day itself. So, if they did not check in as expected, we will be transferred into the on campus hostel until the house is fully occupied. So, prob is half solved. LOL. But still, I hope I can get the on campus hostel lo, since Yee will be stayin there and it will be much more convenient, but I wanna stay with Peng oso le, plus everything is being moved in d. Hmmm.... Dillema. LOL.

Anyway, here's a part of my new room, but b4 we shifted our furnitures. Will update and show u all my NEW room. Hehe. Will be sleeping together with Peng~ Wee~~~ ^^

The room

S.O.S

Damn damn damn damn damn.

I can't, I just can't.

The surprise plans, future plans...

How can I actually let go?

Will even think bout you when I go Nottingham.

SP, Sunway Lagoon, 1U, CHS, Nottingham etc etc.

Teddy, ring, diary, stars, earrings etc.

孤单北半球，七月七日晴，蒲公英的约定，如果我变成回忆，A Little Too Not Over You... etc.

All are places and songs with memories. I can't touch them...

I will really collapse one day...

Pls... Forget Me or even hate me.

Finally, we give our love an ending. A perfect but sad ending. I thought I have lost all the feelings but who knows after this breaking up, everything came back and won my disappointment. I thought I won't cry but I cried, just like the first breaking up.

I never know how important u were in my life and don't know how much have you occupied in my life, not after everything ends. A morning without your msg, a day without your tease, an afternoon without missing you and a night without saying goodnight and I Love You.

Are all these habits? Ya, they are but habits with love. Now, the gone feelings are back, but everything is gone. Why must my feelings torture me like this? I don't know. Guess I am too rational to even have any feelings. I am just not qualified to own any feelings. I can't control them.

Life must go on and we will meet some1 that worth our love, just like how we used to be in each other heart. Like you said, if we were destined to be together, we will get back together one day. Now, just start a life without you, and also without nobody except friends, family and books.

I will try my best to settle down, get used to your absence in my life, though it may take a long time. But now,



I MISS YOU...

Forever Love~
But in a different manner.

我爱他 --- 叮当

他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊

對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他 相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來

我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他 不再屬于這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐*

如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛

如果還有遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

学会 --- 许慧欣

幾片落葉　孤單的很絕對　九月的風　讓心很累
我走過分手那天的街尾　紀念我深深愛過的人是誰

愛像指紋印在心裡真的很美　應該忘了你　可是我學不會

別再問我那一天才能學會　我要的世界　你不能給
有些愛情會給時間一些香味　它遲了一點卻把我的心灌醉

誰看見我流過了幾次眼淚　它滴在心裡　讓我學會
每段故事都有屬於它的收尾　它偶爾可以提醒我自己　不能退

回憶讓季節拿走他的顏色　走著走著　你就會忘記我




谢谢你， 最后留给我的回忆。。。 那个最美，最温暖的回忆。。。 像你说的，真的很难忘。

Goodbye...

When loving your another half becomes a habit, its not love anymore.

This reminds me of drinking wine. I used to be afraid of drinking wine, scared that I will hate the bitter taste. Then, I was kinda encouraged by some1 to try and the first sip is as expected, bitter. The next few sips got better and better. I did once fall in love with wine, missing it though I was underage. LOL. Then whenever I had the chance, I will just have a glass of wine to refresh the taste. However, it started to become a habit, I do not really love the taste anymore, but just as a habit, miss it and love it.

The love between me and you is like this, becoming a habit. Love do not really exist anymore. Feelings is gone, unable to search back. I tried, and it did came back that time, but it won't stay long. It left after 5 mins you slept on my lap, it felt sweet but just weird. I wanted to love you more, but the feelings is edi saturated. I can't increase it nor find it.

Perhaps, becoming a habit is only one of the reasons. Disappointment is another. Tried to wait for you to pick up my pace, but sorry, i am really too fast. If its not 2 person working together towards the future, but just one person leading, I find it meaningless. I know you had tried, you put in lotsa efforts, you really sacrificed a lot. I became really greedy, really realistic and have a bigger plan for future. Though those plans may not suceed, at this moment, I still believe it will someday. And that is why I don't wanna wait.

I am just sorry... Thanks for all the memories, I will never ever forget them. They will always be with me til the day I die. Sarcastically, last date before going to nott is the last date. Anyway, no1 can really take over the place you owned in my heart, except for my destinied 1. TQ for existing and company me through this 8 months... BBBBFF...



















The blog, just leave it k...

Doing MPharm in Uni of Nottingham(M'sia)!!!

Final decision is finally made!!! *CHEER*

Will be doing my MPharm in University of Nottingham MALAYSIA CAMPUS, but 2+2... ^^

Since the campus is in Semenyih, which is around 50km from my house, I am FORCED TO stay in the hostel.

I'd been through some troubles looking for rooms, first choice was a single room with en suited bathroom in the campus but all the rooms were FULLY BOOKED (WTH???!!!), and they offer me this crap room, a twin sharing room which is sooooo bloody small and the bathroom is a disaster.

Then I am forced to apply for off campus hostel. I applied for a twin sharing master bedroom in TTS5. I also realized that I can actually rent a house with friends, so I asked for help from my friend who gave me some details on the houses that can be rent. After discussing with my friends, my dad decided to call this guy, Brandon who is in charge of all these house renting stuffs. He arranged for a meet up with the house owner's FRIEND who is helping the owner to take care of the house. LOL. I was kinda pissed off when we purposely traveled to Kepong to meet this lady and she told us that the current tenants of the house will only move out in Oct. So, the house is unavailable for viewing til Oct while I need to move in before 24th of Sept.

So, we had to ask Brandon to look for another house, preferably the WIFI precinct in TTS 4. However, I found out that TTS 4 is quite far from the campus and it will take 10-15 mins to walk there and its quite expensive. So, I called the accomodation office, asking them who will be my room mate. Surprisingly, the lady told me that I will be sharing with Pek Peng. COOL~~~ So, I made my decision straight away. I will just take that room and stop looking for houses. HOWEVER, whe I called the office again for reconfirmation, they told me that they cannot disclose any information to me. So, my room mate may not be Peng. T.T Anyway, the only thing I can hope for now is I can share the room with Peng. PRAYING HARD~~~~

P/S: Sorry to all my darlings for not contacting you or replying your msg these few days. Been kinda busy with all these stuffs and marking student's hw and exam papers. SORRIE~~~ T.T